I`m a very a social person i like to talk to ppl and laugh. During the weekend i like to go out, dance and meet new ppl. I`m a very outgoing person and like to chat with my friends. My moto is be youself never try to be someone eles, Love me or hate me it`s just me.Who wants to know me better just send me a msg leave the shyness to me :)
I love going out with my friends and have a great time, Shopping I spend a huge proprtion of my wage on shoes and clothes, wathing TV, reading and planning holidays (which i rarely ever go).
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At the moment Italian songs more than anything else not a band in particular
Favorite Song: 'I Need A Hero' of frou frou. (well that`s because i need one really) hi5 Icons
24th September 2007.Suddenly there was a sound it sounded like someone not trying to make a sound. The air was still and the only sound I could hear was my own agitated breathing I looked at the other side of the bed and there were only the ruffled up sheets he wasn’t there.After taking a couple of deep breaths and taking a sip a water from a glass which is always kept on the bedside table I lay there expecting sleep to hit me again.Isn’t it strange when u wake up in the middle of the night after a bad dream that you just can’t go back to sleep again you lay there and just start thinking going over your life over and over again.The alarm clock goes off its 9am don’t even remember dozing off. I reach over to wake him up but there’s no one there, for a while now I have been going trough these motions after how long one stops hoping or maybe hope doesn’t fit in at all it’s just routine I guess.The coldness of the water reminds me that the boiler needs to be fixed Richard has to take care of that.Traffic is always a hassle, no wonder so many people suffer from stress these days one has barley made his way to the office and he has already all this built up anger inside of him which no amount of honking is able to relive. The first thing to do is remind Richard about the boiler can’t remember if this is the second or third time or maybe it hasn’t been mentioned at all. Richard is nowhere to be found he’s probably going after the girl from downstairs again best thing is to put a post it on his screen that way he’s sure to notice.There’s a bouquet of flowers on the desk probably from mother again not her usual taste they are quiet amazing. Reaching forward to take the note it gets to my attention that the note is not written in my mother’s handwriting at all. The little envelope smelled familiar but at the moment I couldn’t place where I smelled it before. Inside in a neat handwriting which I didn’t recognise was a simple message which read ‘Meet me in heaven’.Richard was right there standing in front of me when I managed to finally look up. Not to worry he instructed he had already asked around and ‘Heaven’ was probably referring to a very elegant dining restaurant which promised a heavenly experience. Thoughts where going trough my head but I still wasn’t able to add up a coherent sentence so I just stood there mumbling about my hair, my dress.As Richard guided me trough the chair he rubbed my fingers which he knew was the thing to do to get me to function again.I looked at him and smiled as it was finally sinking in. I have an admirer. He smiled back and began to rattle so I needed a dress he instructed not to pushy something elegant after all we didn’t know what he looked like and we wouldn’t want to give him any strange ideas. A hair appointment had to be done needed to be re-dyed, trimmed and re-styled. As I sat there I felt like I was waking up for the first time in months. Looking at the mirror I was shocked to see the woman staring back at me, at which point did I let myself to go so much? Thing is I couldn’t even remember. Looking at Richard I told him to fix a nail appointment in the list as well. He smiled and for the first time in months I smiled back from the inside not just from the outside.I didn’t really care who would be waiting for me at ‘Heaven’ as I walked up the stairs in my newly bought red blood dress which was open up at the back more Richard’s choice than mine but he insisted that before I knew it was being packed up for me. Richard just dragged me out of the office saying we had an important out of office meeting we had to attend and spent all day running around from shop to shop trying dresses, shoes and bags and stopping also at the hairdresser and the nail artist. And now here I was standing in front of this posh restaurant wondering what the impact would be on my self esteem if no one would be waiting. Dark hair, deep penetrating but yet tender sea blue eyes and a smile that could make any women’s knees tremble, he stood up and kissed me on the cheeks than made a move to pull out the chair for me.Words where flowing out like a river who could have ever imagined that my childhood play mate would grown up to be this enchanting man and that after all these years he would still remember the promise we made to each other all those years back.The rain was coming down as if all the angles where crying we where soaked to the skin however we where still in our special place because tomorrow I would be moving and we wouldn’t see each other again in a verylong time. We were so different from each other he was always the daring doing all the things that alone I would have never even dreamed. But right then he was looking at me with tears I his eyes and promising me that one day he will come and save me because we both knew that we will be unhappy without each other. We where seven years old back than, same date as today.We had consumed a three course meal and coffee the restaurant was closing down and we where the last customers but neither of us would have noted this unless the waiter had enquired if we would like to have the bill.As we made our way out if came quiet natural that he accompanied me home while we kept on going just as we did when we where kids.The awkwardness came upon us suddenly however only momentarily as we approached the front door.We paused and than it felt like as if time paused as we kissed happiness settled.24th September 2009Suddenly there was a sound it sounded like someone not trying to make a sound, the only sound that I could hear where two people breathing two hearths beating as one.
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well what to to say about this girll!!! ive only known you for 2 yrs at jc which i will never forget! great years talking and laughing during an italian lecture!! hehe!! tnku for being a great friend! your attitude towards life is something to be admired!!!!!!!! tc always mwaxxxxxx:)xxxxx
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